Special
You opened the door
And I said hello
You did nothing but stand there
I turned to go

You asked what I wanted
I just stared in your eyes
My open mouth said nothing
Had I told myself lies

You had looked at me sometimes
Never anything more
Thought maybe you felt it
But I wasn't sure

I let myself believe
That you really did
I gave myself a hope
And it played me like a kid

What the hell am I doing here
I'm not your kind
You're looking strange at me
What could you ever find

I shake my head
As I turn away
I feel like the biggest fool
I've ever felt today

I feel your hand
Pull me back to you
What kind of disgrace
Are you gonna put me through

Then you kiss
Then you're tender
I pull away from you
I'm in wonder

You move again
I can smell your hair
I can see in your eyes
My reflection is there

On my cheek
I feel your fingers
Your lips touch me again
Like tasting sweet flowers

It was never even true
What I didn't see
I smile at you
You smile at me

You're so special
You think I am special
I feel so special
You think I am special...

What if I forget
To remember your day
What if I do something
That was never your way

Then you kiss
Again you kiss
You're so special
You're so very special
This poem was inspired by, and, for the most part, written to, the song, "Creep", by Radiohead.